He makes my heart flutter. I take that back. Whenever I am around him or even begin to
think about him, it is as if my heart isn’t even there. Its gone.
He has taken it. Im not sure
wheather it is what everyone warns you about.
How when your fifteen and someone tells you they love you, you are going
to believe them. He is known for having
multiple girlfriends. I want to be his
girlfriend. He is beautiful. His eyes could bring anybody and everybody
in. He has done so for me. We have looked into eachother’s eyes for
moments that feel like ages. Then
quickly turn away of course. They say it
only takes ten seconds of insane courage, for something amazing to happen. I wonder if this were to work in my
case. If it were to work if the next
time I see him in school or at the gym, I just walk up to him. Just walk up to him and tell him how I
feel. Tell him that he makes me crazy
and have dreams about him and how he just takes my breath away. And hope, that he feels the same way for
me.
There was an experiment where a scientist had taken a cat and placed it
in a box with a vial of poison. This
vial of poison would burst open at any random time. Therefore, you had to think of the cat as
both dead and alive. That is until you
were to open the box and see if the cat is alive. Relationships work the same way. You will have to think that the “Relationship”
is going to fail and succeed until you actually try the relationship. What is the worst that could happen? Things not workout, you get over him and move
on to the next one. Not. The worse thing that could happen is he
breaks up with you in the middle of homecoming in front of all of your
friends. Then goes to make out with your
best friend and spreads rumors saying that you fucked him and gave him
herpes. That is the worse thing that
could happen. So, it should be okay to
be scared to begin a new relationship.
Because things won’t always workout.
Sometimes they will be really fucked up.
The question is, should you make the
first move? Should you wait for him to
make the first move? Or should you just
play hard to get and act like you aren’t even there? Why is everything so complicated? If you like the guy, go talk to him. Don’t sit there fluttering your eyelashes and
twirling your hair while he looks at you.
This could go on for weeks. Yes,
it is cliché for the guys to always make the first move, but girls are always
fighting for equalities. We should be in
the army too, we should be president too, we should be able to do this. And good for you, but you hold the biggest
double standard of them all. Wanting the
guy to make the first move and pay for dinner and hold the door open. Be a mother fucking women and do all of that
shit yourself. You’re a big girl. You can do it. So, get of your high horse swagger yourself
over to him and say “Hey, how are you doing?” .
In order to get the confidence to do
this, just count to three. One, two and
three. Kinda like when you know you have
to do something so you just do it. Like
riping off a band-aid. The worst thing
he could think is that you are confident.
